Good question. I asked myself the same thing over and over when I found out.
What hit me so hard was the fact that they she feels ok to move on and I don't. Its pure jealously and envy. I've been dating the lovely zorathenne for a bit over a year now and to some level it still feels like cheating. Even though I've been divorced for a couple of years now. But It still feels like I'm doing something wrong. I guess I took my vows a bit too literally. I have a tendency to be single-minded like that at times.
I used to say that I was Angry Bitter Divorced Guy. I even warned zorathenne about it too. I didn't want her to think I was something that I wasn't. I often wondered if I really should even try being in a relationship with someone with the head issues I have.
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Date: 2005-03-12 04:25 pm (UTC)What hit me so hard was the fact that they she feels ok to move on and I don't. Its pure jealously and envy. I've been dating the lovely
I used to say that I was Angry Bitter Divorced Guy. I even warned
Only time will tell.